Letter for a 1000 years older lover.
One day, when I get old before I die, I will put your name after the word sorry. No matter where you been that time you will hear it and I hope you will forgive me. I have the feeling that this is not from this life, my mistake is not just what I done to you this life, is more then that, it have more then 1000 years and is so deep in my soul and so strong in my soul, and I am been suffering this sorrow since so many lifes before babe. I feel that I had to learn this language to reach you. What had I done to you babe? I can ask your forgiveness but I will never forgive myself.
I have the pics I made about us. Is the only thing where I can see us together. I destroyed it all and you divided the world in two parts, the one where I am and the one where you are, and since that day the world is just an half orange for you, no matter what people say. We went to bring forgetfulness in the exact same proportion as other feeling, so beautiful feeling, but that I cant write it ever more.
What I had done to you babe? How could I? How can you ever forget it?
You told me so many times: “Dont do it, please dont do it. “ You never play with the words. Never. My first mistake was not listen you. For you people are what they say, they should be responsible of them words. You knew very well what happen when words are not the same as feelings. You knew...
Enough is enough, I want you let me free, I dont want go with this feeling another 1000 years. I want you forgive me when I will find courage to put your name after the word sorry. I will have to find courage because I cant even forgive to myself.
We cant do it babe, we just cant, we cant go on life after life like this, you hiding somewhere and I trying to find you, to show you what I could never show you, and I will never can... I want have my soul blank again, I want to stop see your name there everywhere, I cant stand it anymore.
I will find courage to put your name there, after the word sorry, before I die.